I feel stupid. I don’t want to waste anyone’s time but you don’t understand. I love you more than anything and that isn’t going to change. I want what we used to have. I want to be happy with you again. You seem different as if you only see me to make me happy. It’s as if you don’t really care if you see or talk to me. I’m trying really hard to get you back to being the closest person to me but it seems the more I try, the worse I feel when it doesn’t work. What do I have to do? I want you. I want to hold your hand and call you babe. Have us take turns saying goodnight and how much we love each other. If there’s no chance I don’t want to be strung along. I don’t want there to be someone else. I don’t want to lose you. I’m sure you’re tired of these kind of things but I love you and I don’t want to give up.